Quand je pouvais encore m'habiller comme je voulais, quand j'étais encore au lycée, à l'université ....avant d'entrer dans cette société,
en tant que tout le monde et pas en tant qu'artiste. Mais être artiste, vous savez c'est dur, ce sont des travailleurs les moins protégés, et pris en compte par cette société... quoi non
?!
Shooting by Vanessa, une copine de la FAC. Quels souvenirs ~ - w -
Quand je pensais avoir trouvé la chose importante qui me manquait sévèrement ..
"Essaie de t'habiller plus normalement" m-a-t'on toujours conseillé. "OH" ..j'ai essayé.
GO BACK !
Hello NyAaaaa ~ (mon 'nya' à moi è _ é)
Toxic poison, ..huh ? Oh no, je parle pas de moi, mais de toi. Je suis trop gentille pour faire de mal à qui que ce soit. A part les gens
que je déteste.
Writing my story, I wish I could write my own story by myself. Have the strenght, have the faith.
By Vanessa
It was like I found my angel, bringing the voice of light to me. Indeed by clinging to myself to another than me helped me to be much happier than before, but by doing this, I've also lost something : myself. By looking only at you, I didn't realize that I was losing myself
in a labyrinth. And now that you left me behind... (sigh) there's nobody encouraging me to move on anymore. I have to find back myself, and live for myself once I find it back. And become
somebody that no one can ever bring me down.
Before you it was me and my bears. But now I can't get back like before. Cause you made me grown a little, you said I was too little girl.
It hurt.
The rythm has been seriously damaged, the orginal rythm of my heart. Can't get back, cause I loved the way how I had someone on whom I
could depend on sometimes, without any reasons. I left the one full of hatred in my memories, since the day I lived with you.
Now, no more love. I've been abandoned again. Well, just gonna find myself of the next
level.
Vendredi 2 janvier 2009
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Ah non juste une photo
comme ça... sur mes compagnons de lit
eTC ... C'est pas un blog à dessin
